There were so many questions I wish I have answers to. I have always been fond of trying to understand what my existence is all about. Why am I here? Why, of all places, I am here? I can never guess. I would always look up and ask, "Is this part of your plan?" I … Continue reading Understanding ME
There were so many drawbacks in my life these past few days that I have been encountering and these were neither making me nor breaking me. Something in me just shut off as if a switch was automatically turned off. As if, too much of myself was burnt and have turned into ashes and was … Continue reading Soundless Screams
I was sane when I felt a very deep connection with you. It was not the alcohol or the surreal moment we had before that I am feeling this way. I knew from the moment that we kissed it's never going to be the same again. I wanted to protect you and take care of … Continue reading Ending that hurts the most
Have you ever felt torned between two things? Would this complement this? Would color blue look good with color pink? Would it be appropriate to wear something fancy at a charity event? Would a bread taste better if it's just bread or would it be better if you put a jam on it? Would a … Continue reading Questions..
Why did I even think about wanting to start something with you when you can't even make up your mind. You wanted this so badly to the point where you just can't stand looking at my phone with all those memories I have with him. And now that I decided to work things out with … Continue reading Fickle-minded
I just have to blurt it out. I was so clouded these past few days because I have come upon a very, very bad deed that will hunt me again for the next couple of years.Why? Why did I do it? Why didn't I stop? Was it because I was so confused that time and … Continue reading Unprecedented Behavior
I truly never learned what these words were until I reached for your hand and it wasn’t there. When death takes your mother, it steals that word forever. I'm just feeling a little too sad because I've been celebrating this day alone for over 20 years. Maybe I'm just a little curious how life would … Continue reading MOM
I have not been REALLY active these past few months as things have been kind of hectic for me. I've got a lot of stuff going on and I can't seem to cope up with all of it. I've been staying with my father's family after migrating in another country. And as we wait for the … Continue reading Breathe! Just Breathe..
I have this one relative of mine who always (as in literally ALWAYS) takes advantage of people! Like, hey, how can you be so thick-skinned? Like they don't want to tell me that they're trying to get money from my Grandmom because once I have an idea, i'll report it to my mom, which they don't wa … Continue reading F*ck You B*tch!
The truth is, whatever you do, when it's not for you, it will never be. And when you try so hard to do something about it, you would just end up hurt and in pain. The truth is, in this life, there will always be people, who loves you, cares for you, and will always … Continue reading The Truth is…